Salty Sunshine

I know the tears wont bring you back but sometimes its best to mourn
but for this long
im sorry i didnt tell you all i wanted to say
And my broken heart misses you
And I can take the rain on the roof
But I can't take you looking me in eyes and ignoring my pain
And knowing that you broke my heart
And I can take crying over you
But I can't take crying for this long
And a two year crush finally come to bloom
And then winter in july is some freak of nature crap
I thought el nino was supposed to warm the earth and thaw your heart
But the ice age hit and no amount of my sunshine could help prevent the extinction
And all the nights I prayed
To something I wasn't even sure was there
In dying hopes that you would come walking into my arms
Apologetic and a lil ashamed
And each night that that never happened and each night that the wreckage was never cleared from the highway
It was instead torn through by distant onlookers and big rigs that never knew of the people that died there
Or the ones that were reborn
No one knew anything of the hearts and lives of families destroyed
All they could say was "dang that looks bad"
And as you drove by it hurt the lost souls of broken hearts and spirits that you turned your head and never thought of the person you broke