i miss kissing you

i miss kissing you
the way you held so close we were almost one
i wanted to be a part of you
i wanted you to be a part of me

my first great love
my first love
my first kiss was on your lips
the first time i held a hand that wasn't part of who i was
but later become the biggest part of who i am
the one
the only one
the only one that mattered

we weren't supposed to even happen
we weren't supposed to
we really weren't

you held my heart when it wasn't very big
you kinda stretched it out
like a really small sweater
the minute you touched me i fell in love
the hour you held me i was yours forever
you kissed my forehead and stomach quivered

i was never really sure unless
well unless it was about you
i'd never been so sure in my life
that i had finally found what no one else could
i'd finally found the one for me
and it felt so good

you never pushed
you never prodded
you never did

you held me and i was safe

my heart was never the same

i miss kissing you